Ahhh man this feels so weird to me. I can’t remember the last time I felt like this. I can’t explain it, well yes I can, I guess it’s just… I am just slightly uncomfortable with all of this. Not knowing enough, wanting to know more. You caught my attention, every time you come around, I smile…and I don’t even mean to, it just happens. I come here to this place for several reasons, but lately I come hoping to see your sweet face. But I find myself paranoid, I’m not wanting to step on anyone toes or overstep myself. What if there is someone else, are genuinely interested or just being nice, not knowing if I’m your type or if you are really mine…what is my type???
I’ve always believed that women should not approach men, but umm, I think I maybe willing to make myself noticeable in your presence and smile more and laugh at your jokes. I guess what I am starting to realize is that I am interested in you.
And being well into my thirties, I never thought this would be something I would find myself acquainted with…. but never mind all of that…I…I just notice that when you come around, you greet me with that warm smile, I laugh at your jokes, they are usually funny. I just want to get to know you better, outside these four walls, around people we don’t really know. Maybe over coffee, dinner, a walk in the park or I don’t know…. I’m nervous. And I got a crush. And I don’t think I like it, but I like you.